Rain help make friend again

Should it rain?
The clouds are puffed like marshmellows
Waiting for it to appear, the relevant radiant rainbow
Should it rain?
One cloud asked me,Should I rain?
Yes, I said, Let go of all that you contain
Should it rain?
Here,I am
Waiting for the sky to exude its violent sounds
Should it rain?
The clouds are moving at the speed of the wind
As if they were pinwheels whirling without being pinned
Should it rain?
And finally the sound of a heavy downpour, BOOM!
Watching the raindrops makes extra time for me and him to stay on.
It was a cloudy day,we both are having “tea” at Starbuck coffee shop in sunway.Seem we both are so quiet,and speechless,he start a conversation,on “how are u recently”(in Cantonese).And I just answer him,everything is fine and good.Then the conversation begin with our life topic,and so on…Once we finish our topic,we both keep quiet again,few minutes later we both ask the same question at the same time,and we were shock,we keep our mouth shut.”this question is a very sensitive question regarding to our relationship long time ago”.(Story is on 3 years ago,we both know each other from ‘kursus kayak’( canoe),we both are the ONLY Chinese in the Camp.So,we take care of each other,we were both best friend.We enjoy the kursus for 1 week,in PD.
Seem,there is 1 kind of feeling in us.But the most we only can be friend.We never think of relation other than friend.Some misunderstanding in between us and few of our friend,we break our friendship.)
Then,we both were so quiet,sit and enjoy our drink.I look at the sky,is was so cloudy,and it going to rain,I look at him,i afraid that he said he wanna leave,…So I talk to the sky in my heart,please let go,…Rain,rain rain.Finally it can hear what am I telling them,heavy rain downpour.And I actually say thank you to the sky/cloud,to let me have more time stay on with my friend.Well,I take a deep breathe and to recall back what is actually happened,and now we both stay cool as bestfriend again.HE....HE.....

iNjUn3

This is me

Free as the wind that blows through the trees,
Active as the buzzing of the energetic bees,
Wild as the flowers that grow in the field,
But as calm as the deep blue sea

My smile is extra bright,
And the love I give is just right,
I'm so happy about my life,
That my soul just shines,
Even when life begins to taste like a sour lime,

I'm not your average young lady,
Jewels, diamonds, and pearls are things I don't need,
To love, respect and honor is my creed,
So I'll always keep it real,

I am what I am
Young, Black and Be-you-ti-full,
I do the best I can,
I will never change because I know me just being, is enough,
I can only be me and that's all I will ever strive to be